Im behukotai
tailaichu,
“If you will walk in My laws…”
Or HaHaim: This means
that you should toil in Torah learning…(quotes Torat Cohanim)
A Mishna in
Avot 1:2: “Shimon the Just was of the remnants of the Great Assembly. He
used to say: ‘On three things, the world stands: On Torah, on worship, and
on performing generous kindnesses.’”
A Gemara in
Avoda Zara 18: “Our masters taught: ‘When Rabi Yosi ben Kisma fell ill,
Rabi Hanina ben Tradion went to visit him. He said to him: ‘Hanina my
brother, don’t you know that this nation (Rome) has been crowned by
heaven? For it has destroyed His house, and burned His shrine, and killed
His devotees, and destroyed His best ones, and yet it still stands. And I
have heard about you that you sit and occupy yourself with Torah and
organize groups in public, while a Sefer Torah lies in your arms.’” He (Rabi
Hanina) said to him: ‘From heaven, They will have pity.’ He (Rabi Yosi)
said to him: ‘I tell you relevant things and you tell me, from heaven They
will have pity? I wonder if they would not burn you and the Sefer Torah
by fire.’ He(Rabi Hanina) said to him: ‘Master, how am I for the life of
the next world?’ He (Rabi Yosi) said to him: ‘Did any good deed ever come
your way?’ He(Rabi Hanina) said to him: ‘Once I traded Purim funds for
charity funds, and I gave them out to the poor.’ He (Rabi Yosi) said to
him: ‘If so, may my portion be from your portion, and may my fate be from
your fate.’ They [our masters] said [further]: ‘Not even a few days
later, Rabi Yosi ben Kisma passed away, and all the great ones of Rome
went to bury him, and eulogized him with great pomp, and on their return,
they found him, Rabi Hanina ben Tradion, as he was sitting and occupying
himself with Torah, and organizing public gatherings, while a Sefer Torah
lay in his arms. They brought him and bound him in the Sefer Torah, and
surrounded him with bundles of twigs and set them on fire and brought
woolen sponges and soaked them in water and lay them upon his heart, so
that his soul would not depart swiftly. His daughter said to him:
‘Father, am I to see you thus?’ He said to her: ‘If it were such that I
was being burned alone, the thing would be difficult for me to bear. Now
that I am being burned with the Sefer Torah with me – the One Who seeks
the insult to the Sefer Torah – He will seek the insult to me.’ His
students said to him: ‘What do you see?’ He said to them: ‘Scrolls being
burned, and letters flying through the air.’ They said to him: ‘You too,
open your mouth, so that the fire will enter you.’ He said to them: ‘It
is better if the One who gave it would take it, and one should not harm
one’s own self.’ The executioner said to him: ‘Master, if I increase the
flame and take off the woolen sponges from upon your heart, will you take
me to the life of the next world?’ He said to him: ‘Yes.’ ‘Swear to
me.’ He swore to him. He immediately increased the fire and took the
woolen sponges off his heart. His soul departed swiftly. Then he too
leaped and fell inside the fire. A bat kol came forth from heaven
and said: ‘Rabi Hanina ben Tradion and the executioner are immediately
invited into the life of the next world.’ Rabi [Yehuda HaNasi] wept and
said: ‘One buys his world in one moment, and another buys his world for
years.”
One is amazed
by the courageous spirit of Hazal, by their open and unflinching approach,
in coping with questions of the most penetrating nature – of the sort that
fathom the depths of the human life force, torn between its yearning to
attach to its Creator and the provocations of existence. This rift casts
a heavy shadow over any attempt to lead a value-based qualitative way of
life. It is the rift between the dimension of height and the mechanistic
/ animalistic self-preservation mechanism.
Hazal show no
tendency to evade a fundamental exploration of the problem. One might see
in this revelatory passage the accumulation of the essence of all the
elements found in religion’s furnace. Basic questions dealing with the
relationship between existence and destiny – a relationship that appears
contradictory to the eye – a limited transient existence opposite an
eternal destiny that appears on the surface of things to be in inverse
relationship to the transient. One who sacrifices his life for death
lives in death’s shadow: “How am I for the life of the next world?” This
question lends itself to tragic interpretation: Is one world instead of
the other?
Or is one the
continuation of the other? If so, what is the logical thread that leads
from existence to destiny? There is also the question of – until what
point? Where does one draw the boundary of the obligation to sacrifice
one’s life al kidush Hashem? It appears on the surface of things
that there is a disagreement between the two sages. Is it really so?
The tendency
does exist, in yeshiva circles, to make this distinction between the
Rambam (Sefer HaMitsvot, mitsva 9) and the other rishonim.
Yet from the
words of the Gemara, which are reinforced by the commentary of the Tosfot,
it does not appear that any disagreement actually exists with regard to
the obligation of the mitsva, but rather with regard to the distresses of
the nefesh, the physical/emotional life force versus the distress
of the terrible test: Perhaps one might not withstand the test, and in
that case, would it not be permissible to take one’s own life with one’s
own hands.
On the surface
of things, there is no discussion of the question of whether it is
permissible to evade the fulfillment of the mitsva – it appears this way
from Rabi Yosi ben Kisma’s position: Why not learn underground and not
provoke the regime of wickedness? Furthermore, what is intended by Rabi
Hanina’s answer: “From heaven, they will pity.” When has midat
harahamim entered this tragic scene? Does a person who takes his life
in his hands by provoking the regime deserve midat harahamim? As
the Maharsha comments, is it permitted to rely on a miracle? Why should
every person given the opportunity to sacrifice his life not rely on a
miracle instead? Did Rabi Akiva too attempt to rely on a miracle at the
moment that they were combing his flesh with iron combs? Rather, he had
prayed all his life for the privilege of fulfilling the mitsva of
sacrificing one’s life. Furthermore, if you see the wicked succeeding,
isn’t it more appropriate to yield to them? Isn’t their success an
indicator of God’s will? Question upon question. What is the
relationship between midat hadin, the measure of judgement, and
midat harahamim? Does the question of din versus rahamim,
justice versus compassion even apply in any way to the class and rank of
kidush Hashem, of sanctifying God’s Name by sacrificing one’s
life? Meaning, is kidush Hashem – din? Is it possible that there
is no reality of kidush Hashem within the framework of midat
harahamim? Or does the exalted rank of kidush Hashem perhaps fly high
above this division of the relationship between midat hadin and
midat harahamim, for after all, he is called saintly for he has
merited eternal life.
It would seem
that the accumulation of problematic questions in our piece of Gemara
here creates a cycle of contradiction that precludes even the logical
continuity of believing rather than merely the logical continuity of
rational thinking. The dialogue between these two incredibly wonderful
sages – takes place in the manner of a chain explosion, with every answer
concealing the absurdity that is about to follow. We may not suffice with
ad hoc explanations. There does not seem to be any room here for
approaches that try to explain. It is more fitting here to try to delve
and discover the foundations of faith to be found in this astonishingly
marvelous piece – which leads the explorer on an adventure that ultimately
reveals the roots of the foundation of faith.
What do the
sages of the Mishna intend by this statement? “On three things, the world
stands: On Torah, on worship, and on doing generous kindnesses.” It would
be appropriate here to point to the attempt (however unsuccessful) made by
all the religions that have been founded upon faith in one God. One of
the supporting pillars, that of worship, they have attempted to copy and
to imitate – for after all it is not difficult to recognize the need for a
direct expression between a believer and his God: Through prayer, a
believer creates the intimate connection with his Creator. Doing generous
kindness as well: One needs no great effort to present this as a
supporting pillar of the world, for after all – “A world of generous
kindness shall be built.” For generous kindness expresses morality,
without which the world has no existence, and this is understood and
accepted by all.
The supporting
pillar of Torah: Not one of the religions has been able to accept this.
It has been preserved as a rare and distinctive secret between the eternal
Creator and the eternal people. A prohibition against teaching a non-Jew
Torah exists, other than those parts that apply to him directly. One can
only teach a non-Jew that part of Torah that deals with the “seven mitsvot
commanded to the children of Noah”.
No sign has
ever appeared of any attempt by any of the religions to learn the Torah.
Neither does logic encourage one to view learning/fulfilling the Torah as
the powerful supporting pillar on which the world stands.
“He looked into
the Torah and created the universe” is not one of those assertions that is
sustained by logical-scientific probability. What is Torah’s secret that
it constitutes a supporting pillar on which the world stands?
Hazal’s
disclosures – that the Torah is the formula that holds the key with which
the Holy One created the universe – determine that any attempt to explore
or understand the guiding lines and principles on which the universe is
structured, any investigation of fundamental factors, will find that they
are not secreted within physics, chemistry, and biology but rather within
the laws of Torah.
It is true that
the Torah does not deny the description of the “how” provided by the
natural sciences – how they operate. However it deals with the factors
that relate to the roots and to those laws and principles that are
incessantly hovering over and directly influencing the behaviors of
nature. These laws apply both to human nature and the nature of the
universe, if only because the absolute unity that exists between matter
and spirit, despite the essential antagonism that inheres between them, at
least as it appears from the outside.
The
fundamentals of Torah learning, the ways of Torah learning, the laws and
dynamics of Torah learning – the ways of Torah learning, all these embrace
one another inseparably, for separation does not exist between the Torah
object and its learners. The Torah object is the “scrolls burning”, and
the “letters fly through the air” and await the learner, who will combine
them anew, who will take part in the creation of the Torah, which
them becomes his own.
Torah dilai
hu,
“Torah that is his own”, after he has toiled in his learning day and
night. Immediate, direct involvement, within the present moment, is the
basis that constitutes the fulfillment of Torah – without any separation
between learner and material learned, and even without any dependency upon
the results. In this context, the results that derive from the learning
have no importance. The value of the learning is imbedded in whatever
arises from the examining and clarifying itself, on condition that one
embodies the fulfillment of ‘intention for the sake of heaven’, and of
extracting the maximal exertion that arises out of direct investment of
effort.
Every
conclusion that arises from the fulfillment of these conditions merits the
endorsement of Divine truth. Every understanding of the Torah’s processes
includes with it an ability to see into the processes of creation;
innovations within Torah learning are the very innovations of the
universe’s own self-renewal. The learner’s influence on Torah passes
directly into influence upon the universe. From here we derive the view
of Torah as an active dynamic foundation and supporting pillar that
upholds the universe.
The supporting
pillar of Torah is the man who learns. Here a new factor enters the
picture: Differences in quality and in essence; these are determined by
one’s soul’s root. Every person has a uniquely original quality of soul,
whose root is united and is at one with the root of the universe – as a
derivative principle of monotheistic unity. Hazal’s disclosures, in their
statement that “on three things the world stands”, means that these three
foundations send out their roots, and produce growth in the branches of
creation.
Every servant
of God has his root in one of these three things on which the world
stands. Here we find that the world stands on the man who serves his
Creator. The foundation of Torah characterizes the man of the spirit, who
possesses an intellectual character, whose powers and talents draw from
the supporting pillar of Torah. He is magnificently effective in creative
innovation in his Torah learning. In principle, the prohibition against
bitul Torah, wasting time from Torah learning, applies to him at
every step and in everything he does, other than involvement with Torah.
As the Gemara states in Tractate Shabat 11b: “They did not teach [that
scholars are exempted from praying] except for the likes of Rabi Shimon
bar Yohai and his friends, for whom their Torah is their trade.”
This astonishing declaration by the Gemara begs explanation. Would an a
priori exemption from prayer occur to anyone, other than in a case where
someone was absolutely prevented against his will from praying?
Apparently a
prince of Torah such as Rabi Shimon bar Yohai constitutes a supporting
pillar of Torah on which the world stands, and he is not permitted to
abandon his sacred and exclusive duty even to fulfill another mitsva, let
alone to engage in binyan olam, constructive worldly activity.
Thus Rabi Shimon bar Yohai, and thus too Rabi Hanina ben Tradion.
Our Gemara
deals with the attempt to draw the boundaries that delineate the limits of
the Torah world: How far would it reach in times of danger? How deeply
does the rule of exemption at a life-threatening moment penetrate, as
opposed to the rule of “you will murmur its day and night”, and even of
“whoever ceases from his study, and says, ‘how lovely is this tree’ –
well, that one has forfeited his life force.”
Rabi Yosi ben
Kisma, who seems to have been Rabi Hanina ben Tradion’s master, shows him
the aspect of exemption in times of danger, and indeed, that is the law.
Rabi Hanina ben Tradion responds to him with a reply that appears rather
bewildering: “From heaven they will pity…” The answer does not fit the
question, his master rebukes him. “I tell you relevant things, and you
tell me, from heaven they will pity?”
Our
bewilderment only grows worse, and more entangled by Rabi Hanina’s
response: “My master, how am I for the life of the next world?” Here,
specifically, when the answer seems even more inappropriate, when it
doubly does not fit the question, Rabi Yosi begins to relate to him
seriously, and asks him if any mitsva has ever come his way. Logic,
already deprived, explodes finally, terminally, and irretrievably at this
point: It seems that Torah learning by the prince of Torah, on whom the
world is supported, is inadequate as merit for acquiring eternal life for
its owner. It needs to have a mitsva of any kind added to it – funds that
he traded in and dedicated to charity – this prince of Torah who is exempt
even from prayer so that he will not abandon his guard, on which the world
stands.
This mitsva is
then considered to have been decisive to such an extent that his master is
overcome with wonder, to the point of wishing to have the privilege of
participating with him in his portion in the next world.
Before us is a
hidden treasure, that seems to hold the mystery of the: Just as one who
ceases his study and says ‘how lovely is this tree’ – forfeits his life,
the prince of Torah is required to grant his duty exclusive priority and
value, and to not mingle it with any side issue or occupation. Yet on the
other hand he forbidden to attribute importance to himself and to feel
contempt for the other supporting pillars on which the world stands, to
feel that he is – lechatchila, from an ideal starting point –
exempt from relating to them, as if they did not exist for the likes of
him. Contempt for one’s own duty (‘how lovely is this tree’) on the one
hand, and contempt for other ways of service (has a mitsva ever come your
way) on the other – both of these are sufficiently grave to warrant the
death penalty. Involvement in Torah does not exempt one from one’s own
inner obligation in the sphere of “being”. Merit comes only by existing
simultaneously in one’s learning, and in one’s involvement in practical
halacha, in the “doing”.
…“Being”, that
innermost unfolding whose purest expression is the principle of lifnim
mishurat hadin, going beyond the requirements of the law…
…These profound
inner essences that comprise the perfect Godly Presence…
The supporting
pillars of worship and of hesed, generous kindness, without which
the world cannot go on, are the world’s heart, while the supporting pillar
of Torah is the brain, and the marrow of the world’s spine. A prince of
Torah who understands the relationship between the brain and the heart,
between external reality and inner essence – it would seem only right that
he too should merit a similar attitude on heaven’s part; midat
harahamim should be heaven’s attitude to him: “From heaven they will
pity”, because he himself has not sufficed with midat hadin, with
pure justice, and has added on to his own duty, and never at the expense
of his duty, having been always cautious and strict with the exactitudes
of the mitsva of charity.
One who serves God
along the track of hesed can occasionally enter into the framework
of “one who is occupied with a mitsva is exempt from a mitsva”, as in the
case of someone occupied with met mitsva, where the deceased has no
one else to bury him, or someone occupied as an employee who has a duty to
his employer – who is exempt from prayer, and can recite the Shma while
standing in a treetop, in order to avoid entangling himself with the
problem of robbing his employer of work time. However, he cannot make use
of this exemption lechatchila, by hiring himself out by choice in
order to exempt himself, rather the exemption only applies when he is in
the category of one who was coerced. This applies as well to the
relationship between midat hadin, the measure of judgement, and
midat harahamim, the measure of compassion. One cannot exempt oneself
from midat harahamim and entrench oneself in midat hadin, as
the Ramban says – for one might find oneself in the wretched and
despicable position of naval birshut haTorah, “a degenerate with
permission from the Torah”.
“Is the law
really like that?” Rabi Bar Bar Hana asks his friends the judges, at whose
head sat Rav, for he knew the law as well as they did, at least in terms
of midat hadin. “Yes”, he was answered, “for it says: ‘in order
that you will walk in the path of good people.’” Meaning that the court
has the authority to obligate beyond the boundary of the law, by
introducing it into the framework of the law.
…To teach you
that you may not suffice with a limited and reduced service of God
according to the lines that you have previously set out for yourself.
Rather you are obligated by personal law to make Godly Presence
out of any reality that comes to your hand, and this obligation does not
apply only along the main track that is destined for you by the fact and
nature of your creation.
Lechatchila
and bedi’eved, pre-facto and post-facto, ideal starting points and
reality as it is – these distinctions do not apply to the gavra, to
the subjective human being, to one’s own personal approach. There is a
personal difference, as it were, between one who suffices with little, and
limits himself to his defined duty and no more, and one who aspires to
broaden the boundaries of his service. One who reduces himself, and
removes from himself any act of mitsva that does not belong to his
pre-determined boundaries – there are those who judge such a person
harshly, calling him mumar ledavar ehad, “an apostate for one
thing”. God’s true servant sees himself as being subject to a perfect
service of God, including all three of the supporting pillars of the
world. The determining factor is the immediate situation – and the
existing possibilities in light of the “new [needs] that appear every
morning” – rather than man, who does not decide these things.
“My master, how
am I for the life of the next world?” Rabi Hanina asks his master Rabi
Yosi. To what purpose does Rabi Hanina take such an interest in his place
in the next world? Has doubt awakened in him? Has his faith been shaken
despite – or perhaps because of – his exaggerated self-sacrifice? …which
borders on suicide after he has been warned by his master, who rebukes him
for transgressing the law of the regime and belittling the danger. After
all, everything is pushed aside to save a life.
If these were
his doubts, what answer to them does his master give by raising the issue
of whether a mitsva has ever come his way? It seems that by exclusive
preoccupation with one mitsva, while shrinking from another mitsva
opportunity that presents itself, even if one’s exclusive preoccupation
with one’s own mitsva borders on self-sacrifice, one risks losing one’s
portion in the next world, of being a mumar ledavar ehad, “an
apostate for one thing”.
His daughter
said to him: “Father, am I to see you thus?” It would be appropriate to
mention here that his daughter was Bruria, the wife of Rabi Meir. This
woman occupied the category of talmid hacham; her disapproval was
dreaded by the sages of the Talmud. Hazal go to extremes in describing
the high quality and the self-sacrifice for Torah demonstrated by her.
Her question: Is such the reward for this mitsva?
On the surface
of things it seems he could have answered her in the spirit of our
discussion: He had endangered himself more than the Torah expects one to
do, and he had perhaps transgressed the prohibition, had perhaps violated
the requirement to save a life.
Instead her
father’s answer focuses on the character of Torah and of its learners:
That the learner of Torah embodies the Torah in his own reality, as the
Torah of his own life; that a Torah scholar rises to the rank of sefer
Torah hai, a living Torah, and after all the Torah is the source of
God’s inspiration, for “He looked into the Torah and created the
universe.”
The universe,
the creation of the universe, the purpose of the universe, is to realize
the Torah – to make a reality of it. The spirit of the universe, its
inner content and quality are an expression for the quality of the Torah.
All of this is an expression of God’s part in the Torah. His partner’s
part – man’s part – is expressed in the learning of Torah, in creative
learning that includes understanding, innovation and legal decision. One
who toils in Torah creates, and transforms the Torah into this world’s
reality, into Godly Presence in this world.
It is worth
remembering that the learner himself is himself transformed first and
foremost into a central Torah reality. Just as the Torah is eternal, so
does the learner leave the limitations of the transient world and become
eternity. “Scrolls are burning and letters are flying through the air”
until they are consolidated anew by the new learner. Just as the Torah
can never be erased, so can the learner of Torah never be ruled by death,
for “his lips murmur in the grave”, even after his soul has liberated
itself from the murky body. Its concrete expression, and the Godly
Presence that it has realized in him are not transient.
“It would be
better if the one Who gave it would take it, and one must not harm one’s
own self.” But the hangman may ease his suffering, even though he will
hasten his death thereby. It seems that this halachic principle of
prohibiting suicide finds expression with the prophet Yonah as well. He
requests: “Lift me up and cast me into the sea.” At first glance, “lift
me up” seems superfluous. Yona should have simply said, cast me into the
sea, and even more so – he could have cast himself into the sea, without
bewildering the sailors who were God-fearing. It seems that the
prohibition against suicide prevented Yonah from casting himself, which is
why even moving closer to the deck rail was forbidden to him. Thus the
sailors were required to deal with all the stages of his casting into the
sea.
One might think
his entire request would be questionable, and included in the category of
suicide. However, Yona was in the category of the rodef, the
homicidal pursuer, in relation to the sailors, and their obligation to
save themselves at the expense of the rodef applied in this case.
However, Yona himself was forbidden to carry out his own death. We see
here how severe is the law regarding anyone who commits suicide.
Ve’haven, Understand this clearly…
The human
monster is filled with such wondrous awe that he seeks to be joined to the
portion of the saintly Rabi Hanina. This seems to be a revelation of the
extent to which the saint makes contemptible and ridiculous any existence
that is devoid of Torah; that existence is empty of qualitative values,
that existence lacks all enjoyment or purpose – in contrast with an
existence that holds in its possession the value of the eternal qualities
and inner content of the Torah. Here we see how a human being, a
transient creature of flesh and blood, can create of himself – can make of
the futile existence of a lowly world, human quality which becomes partner
to the Creator of the universe. The repulsive human monster discovers the
secret of the life of eternity, to the point that he is willing to give up
his life of futility, to trade it for the life of eternity.
“Rabi wept and
said: ‘One buys his world in one moment, and another buys his world for
years.” This appears on the surface to be a discovery of a new track – a
short cut. It would seem more appropriate to rejoice over such a
discovery. Why this weeping?
It seems that
it is possible to understand from this weeping that the Jewish ideal
prefers living a life that sanctifies God’s Name, rather than dying
a death that sanctifies God’s Name. Life unfolds in the present moment.
The life of eternity makes an eternal present moment out of the time
factor.
Past, present,
and future, these empty life of its quality and eternal value; these turn
life’s sensation into a self-preservation mechanism of survival, made up
entirely of limping and slipping and skipping over the gambling surfaces
of survival. Such a survival system has only one chance left for meaning,
and that is self-sacrifice. To ignore survival itself: To sacrifice an
empty life for the sake of an ideal that is outside of life.
Indeed, this
perception has become the heritage of all the other religions – from the
near east to the far east, to Christianity with all its corollaries. This
is the ideal of the martyr.
“Not among
these is the portion of Yaakov”, and it was for this that Rabi wept.
Martyrdom is not desired – as with Yonah’s protest at the Creator’s easy
forgiveness of the non-Jews. As in Yaakov’s lament: “Few and bad have
been the years of my life”. God’s people desires a life of awe of God and
fear of sin; a life that incarnates perfect Godly Presence.
I tend to
ascribe an existentialist perception to the Jewish perception – a positive
existentialism that discerns eternal meaning in the life of the continuing
present moment. In contrast with the Christian perceptions that live off
of death. Their existentialism is ruled by a spirit of nihilism that
denies any sort of real value to life itself; that believes that existence
itself holds no value worth living for; that believes that suffering has
no meaning. Hence their perception, which separates efforts from
results. Efforts are in the present and results are in the future. This
future is not guaranteed, and is not necessarily determined by the
efforts. This future is a captive of random capricious chance.
A person
imprisoned by this perception loses in both directions – kayrayah mikan
umikan. He is detached from his own self, from the source of the
inner quality unique to his own personality, and he is detached as well
from reality. He controls neither himself nor the world.
In contrast,
Rabi Hanina is gripped by and bound to the quality of the Torah, in the
continuing present moment, whereas his future is in heaven’s hands. “From
heaven, they will have pity.” He sees his world in his own lifetime. He
sees the next and future world in this – the present world. His reality
is here and now – with the exclusive guiding principle being his service
of the Creator. All the rest – meaningless.
“Happy is the
one who teaches his son Torah, and woe to the one who teaches his son
meaninglessness.”